We continue to explore the idea that our time spent in the PRESENCE OF GOD must be, first and foremost, not productive but inductive. That is to say, we fix our gaze upon the Lord for no purpose other than to be with Him because He wants us there, with the result that the experience has what effect on us He wishes it to have.

                  In the science of embryology, induction is the effect of one part upon another. How mysterious and marvelous must that be in the embryo! How mightily does it work to weave together a birth-able infant in such a short time!   In Cor Unum, we know from Scripture (Psalm 139) that God is doing the weaving, working all the threads of mind and body, soul and spirit together.

                  May it not be that the womb was the last place where we waited upon God! He did such an incomparable job there . . . we might well wait upon Him now, as adults and rational beings, as humans who know where they came from and where they are going. As postulants, novices, and professed monastics, we believe that we may travel and arrive IN HIM, if we will.

                  Do we remember Elisha, that man of sublime determination. The great and mighty Elijah spoke as though he would shake him off, go on without him, but Elisha would not have it. “As the Lord lives and as you live, I will not leave you.” (2 Kings 2:2, NIV) And what was the outcome? TWICE the anointing, TWICE the power and miracles, that Elijah had known.

                  We remember too that our job description, from our Lord Jesus Himself, includes these words, “Greater works than I do will you do, because I go to the Father.” (John 14:12) The skill we need above all is the ability to stay, where Jesus is, in the Presence of the God we love and serve.

                  What about the INQUIRING part of Psalm 27?

                  “One thing have I desired of the Lord, that will I seek after; that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the Lord and to INQUIRE IN HIS TEMPLE.”

                  Having found our place, our rest, our security in Him, we are not destined to live by “blind faith.” That concept is not found in Scripture.                  God makes His will and His ways known, and we are given to know them. Then, we walk in them as His life fills us with strength and vision and hope and assurance. But how do we get to that place?

                  We INQUIRE! We ask of Him. We looked earlier in Cor Unum into the difference between these two questions: “What do You want me to do for You, God?” and “What is Your will in this matter, Father?” Picture a seven-yeara-old at a space launch . . . the child just learning to subtract with two-digit numbers. There may not be anything this one could do for the rocket scientists, but if the little one were very obedient, he could flip a switch when a light came on.

                  A seven-year-old at a launch site is more capable of providing assistance than we are to God; there is nothing God cannot do better without us . . . except . . . when we will be His hands, His feet, His voice.

                  The Scripture tells us that these things are not always revealed to the casual inquirer, and sometimes it requires tremendous stillness on our part to hear a simple instruction from Him. Why? Because of clamoring. Clamoring thoughts, impressions, fears, desires, obsessions, obligations, persuasions. Inquiring minds will know the will of God, when inquiring hearts humble themselves to ask and wait quietly upon God until His instructions are clear. We will grow to love this truth: God is able to make His glorious voice heard.

                  The best preparation is in His Presence. Those who took three minutes alone and quiet and still and attentive before God yesterday . . . do take five or ten minutes today. Don’t ask anything yet, and don’t be at all concerned if your time yesterday seemed like a mental bear pit! Be there, be glad to be there just because He is there, too. Allow no interruptions that you can avoid; ignore interrupting thoughts and emotions. We will soon learn to listen while we wait, but for the moment, and for Jesus’ sake, let’s just show up.

                  Here in Cor Unum, soon we may be flipping the switch that causes great good to launch!

Abbey Photo

Today the Abbess recommends making a start . . . take three minutes at least once today. Set a kitchen timer. Turn off your cell phone (like you do at the movies!), leave your coffee cup in the kitchen and a note on the door “Back in three minutes!”

Settle yourself before the Lord Jesus Christ and look up into His invisible Face. Trouble yourself not at all to try to see or imagine it! You will see Him face-to-face when the time comes. By this effort and endeavor, you will be known among those on earth who, never having laid eyes upon His beautiful countenance, “see Jesus!” (Hebrews 2:9)

Trouble yourself even less when your thoughts wander. Ignore them UTTERLY, beloved Sisters and Brothers . . . ignore them! Only bring your countenance before His. Enjoy His nearness, only.   Experience it, but give the experience no attention whatsoever!   Have Him, as truly as He has you in the Father. Stay. Don’t pray … don’t grieve . . . don’t repent . . . this is not that time!  Don’t even worship, except with the stillness of your soul.  Only keep yourself in Him! You can bring nothing to these minutes beyond your desire for Him and your pleasure in Him.  Don’t even take pleasure in this pleasure – just remain before Him, face to face.  He sees your countenance, and that’s all that really matters.  (Song of Solomon 2:14)

Find in Him a quiet delight that will sustain you throughout the day. That is what we call this discipline here in Cor Unum Abbey: “Quiet Delight,” and it is that. We practice it daily, at least once for at least twenty minutes, even when it seems we’ve not spent two minutes out of twenty truly at rest in His delightful Presence.  We aren’t very good at this, but He is well worth the attempt. The woman who touched the edge of Jesus’ garment did not come whole to that moment in time, and she did not reach out in any kind of perfection but that of her faith. It was her faith that was rewarded!

It is powerful and freeing simply to deny ourselves every mental and emotional and productivity agenda for these moments, but it is far more beneficial to us that we are seeking the One whom our souls desire. (Song of Solomon 3:3.) As the hemorrhaging woman touched His garment’s hem, let us touch His Nearness. All else is there, His mercy, His truth, His strength, His joy, but we are not seeking those; we are seeking HIM. Try not to lose that realization . . . though you will at first. Come again tomorrow . . . and the day after . . . and the day after that. He will be watching . . . waiting . . . for you.

                  One of nuns in Cor Unum coined a phrase.

                  She has charge of the very newest, most tender and raw postulants. Her devotional hours are hard won. An hermetical nun by nature, she is providing an hermetic environment for her charges, sacrificing her own predilection for the sake of their protection, and she once responded to a Cor Unum “homily” with these words:

                  “Remaining before God for no reason . . . bliss!”

                  It is. Blissful. Nothing compares. It is He . . . pure Him!

                  Who are we, the busy worker ants of the earth, that we should lollygag in the Presence of God! There is so much to be done! The Scripture admonishes us be like the ants, who without guide, overseer, or ruler work diligently in summer to be well-prepared for winter.

                  Busy as ever we may be, we are first and foremost His Bride. What, my beloved inmates, what greater accomplishment could we ever gain than that we go out into our day FULL to overflowing with the Presence of God, in which we have soaked our souls in stillness . . . for a few moments not asking, not studying, not expressing even our gratitude, for it pales in comparison with His sufficiency. We will give thanks to Him, sometimes for half an hour or more all at once, and always in all things, but for a time each day, we don’t use our words to project ourselves in any way.

                  For a little while, never long enough, we will only imbibe His nearness, His nature, His beauties. As surely as morning follows night, we will with all of these gain His wisdom, too, and His understanding, His joy, His strength, His peace, His hope (this alone is valuable beyond estimation,) His compassion . . . and with them, His grace to walk in step with all that He imparts.

                  All this, and BLISS, too!

Dominican Cloister,

by permission

                  Of all the things we might list to define a devotional relationship with the God of the universe, there is one critical aspect which often goes begging.

                  We know we should pray, and we do. We know that gratitude is an integral part of our “Divine Office” as well as a boon to our own well-being. We know we must read the Scriptures, and further, we study to show ourselves approved, endeavoring to implement what is read.

                  We do well when we incorporate continual, daily cleansing of our souls through repentance, and if we meditate upon the Lord and His myriad majestic attributes, we will profit through the experience. But we typically leave our closets a few minutes too soon.

                  This overlooked practice is stillness, and it has a companion that we will examine a few days from now. Until we hear about this practice and give it a try, it is difficult to imagine the essential nature of STILLNESS, of remaining before God for no reason except to be with Him and admire His invisible loveliness. This “invisible loveliness” incorporates all His wonderful nature, and in stillness, we prize and enjoy it for a few moments without reference to our own benefit or really to ourselves in any way. That is not to say there is no benefit to us! Stillness may be the greatest of all.

                  In stillness, we actively esteem all about Him that we can neither see nor hold nor even name. For instance, if we praise His generosity or His compassion or His mighty power, we must reference the times when we have received bounty, kindness, and deliverance. Those things we certainly do honor and praise during our worship, but in stillness we sit with Him, we wait upon Him, rather like a maiden’s heart might beat faster at the very sound of the voice of the one whom her soul loves. The anticipation of his nearness is as invigorating to her as the knowledge that he is near. She is not anticipating anything he may bring or do – her desire is for him.

If, in the next moment, he comes through the door and brings with him a gift, a bouquet, an invitation to dinner, she could affirm that whatever he offers cannot begin to measure up to the fullness of joy she experienced before she ever saw his face.

This is Cor Unum. We are here . . . because we want Him. We seek His face more industriously than His hand. We know that if we touch the hem of His garment, He will stop even in His forward and momentous path and give to us, do for us, all that we need, but we must have more even than this. We MUST HAVE the crook of His arm, the shelter of His wings, the spreading of His robe over us.

The Beloved

Dante Gabriel Rosetti

The day will come when those who needed salvation will see their Savior face-to-face. The beauty of His sacrifice, the loveliness of His forgiveness, the jaw-dropping splendor of having been released from the death grip of iniquity will not be lost on these.

No matter how “beautiful” will be our resurrected Lord in appearance, those who have believed will see even more; they will behold the profound attractiveness of His redemption, its intrinsic magnificence and the love that accomplished it.

For those who saw no beauty in having been ransomed from the grief of sin and the gall of having rejected God, for those who were “underwhelmed” in life by the exquisite love of God, His Presence will radiate the truth of His beauty, and unbelief will not deflect the smallest glimmer of it.

When we consider these things, shall we not, here in Cor Unum, desire ONE THING upon the earth, and seek after it with all our hearts, that we may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of our lives, to behold His beauty – the composite grace and truth, righteousness and peace that form the contours of His face – and inquire in His temple?

We shall and we will, even now, day by day, here in Cor Unum Abbey, the monastery of the heart.

 photograph by Andreas Cruz